I  lie  screaming

Remembrance  of  the  past

Emotions  betray  me  below

Adversity  -  My  martyrdom

Rancid  breakdown  bethothed

Memories  of  passion  overwhelming  me

Corrupted  love  is  displaced

The  insect  onset,  death  does  not  liberate

Deadfall,  her  final  embrace

Forced  to  watch  her  decompose

Putrefy,  it  fills  my  nose

Tears  in  anguish  I  grieve

Smell  the  scent  upon  her  shoulder

Festering,  begins  to  moulder

Maggots  are  conceived

My  delusions  now  torment  me

Agonising  the  misery

At  this  point  of  death  we  do  not  part

Visualise  my  partner＇s  corpse

I  have  but  love  and  no  remorse

In  the  final  death-throes  of  my  heart

Look  her  in  the  eye

Repulsive  way  to  thrive

Death＇s  spawn  I  feed

Choking  on  the  fumes

In  this  heat  infested  room

My  heart  it  bleeds

Lying  trapped,  my  mind  is  free

Hallucination,  fantasies

Relieve  the  life  from  when  we  met

Now  I＇m  in  her  death＇s  restrain

Horrific  visions  through  my  brain

Her  rigor  mortis  starts  to  set

With  her  corruption  I＇m  paralysed

Optic  fluids  pour  from  the  eyes

Foul  stench  of  decay  makes  me  retch

Sweetly  smiling  from  her  jaws

Death  opens  wide  it＇s  sharpened  claws

This  death＇s  erotic,  how  I  letch

I  thank  god  I＇m  an  atheist

Prolong  my  anguish  -  subtract  bliss

And  as  she  rots

This  nightmare  never  stops

I  long  for  peace

In  the  end

Death  is  my  lonely  friend

I  crave  release

I  lie  screaming

Smothering  in  love

Now  at  the  Reaper＇s  call

A  life  that＇s  seen

Adoration

Trapped  in  her  deadfall