How many times have I noticed

That our eyes hardely ever meet

From your judgment seat

I can feel the anger for my very being



Fill me in on when you became

Such a big part of my life

That I should bother with all your lies

Designed to bring me down



Wrong again don't depend

On any reaction again

I remember the icy walls

That shot up from no where



And I can see every lie

That you ever told yourself

You bleed me dry and I don't ask why

But I'm left with the dust



Judas kiss I dismiss, thank you all

For this I am unjudged, I am

Wait again I'm not through with the screaming

I contend that you've got nothing better to do



Trade my life for a barrel of gold

Find someone else before I get too old

If I live my life for aesthetic gain

Will you repay me with all your shame?



I can see every light inside your brain

Go on every time that I walk by for noise and whispers

Your comfort in my suffering

Is no longer disturbing



I'm lost beyond your petty stopwatch

In life's real time life's real, wait again

I'm not through with the screaming and I contend

That you've got nothing better to do



Trade my life for a barrel of gold

Find someone else before I get too old

If I live my life for aesthetic gain

Will you repay me with all your shame?



Don't get up I was slowly leaving the room

When the door of your judgment swings back

Around again, maybe I'll stop to watch your act



And I'll go on my way

I've seen quite enough of

Too many childish games



I'm ashamed of every moment

That I ever gave them the time of day

All the worst of enemies are somehow

Always friends that used to be