Hold my hands

Yes hold them close so tightly 

For so long I have felt this fear

Take deep breaths

Don't give up here just yet

You swear your ending's somewhere near

I was there

Pulling into my driveway

Running straight to the front door

As to see

Her tell my family he had stopped intake long before



After that

A thousand things

Running through my head

Didn't expect it now

No not now

Why it's so soon

Yet i'm still poised and offering 

As I tread the living room



You held me higher 

Then I thought I could climb

I'd just say no



Guilty me

I treated you like shit

And you were all I ever wanted in me

I owe you it too

Because I miss my last chance to say

That I love you



I caught a glimpse of his legs

Collapsed in black

Leaning over the slaves

A place that I 

Used to call home

(Call my home)

In that street

That, house where I came from



Guilty me

I treated you like shit

And you were all I ever wanted in me

I owe you it too

Because I miss my last chance to say

That I love you