Catabolic devastation

Unexpected inner fear

New perspective born from this

Departure from myself



The end of this process

It's something I can't see

This inner fear is killing me

The rise of agony



A kind of private day of doom

Pain is everywhere



Fear! Fear! 

Growing in my head

My mind my hell

What a fucking trick! 



I'd better kill the liar

My newborn dirty twin

It's I against me

Me and my disease



Inner fear

Force injected pain

Burying me alive

My body is my grave



Post-traumatic damage

Decreasing self-esteem

I am losing grip

On my reality



I cannot understand this

What's happening to me?

I know this is the way

My ego talks to me



I've got to focus on my needs

And dig inside myself



Inner fear

Force injected pain

I'm still alive

I'm back from the grave



From my grave

With renewed strength

Back to life

It's time

To kick ass again