Choked by the pressure

Inside this glass cage I can't breathe

Trapped like an animal

Developing sickness

I can't just wait for my defeat

I am trying to escape from a slow decease

Again I feel the thorns in my head

I can't control my behavior

I'm hanging onto life



And I...

Hurt myself to death to feel I'm alive

Rebirth through self-destruction's what I crave

Beware my practices ‘cause I...

Hurt myself to death only to survive



A matter of perception

A thin line between pleasure and pain

Is this what they call insanity?

A self-blessing in grief

I always liked the taste of my blood

But this doesn't mean I will stand here

Waiting for you to destroy my life



I am just hanging onto life

And I hurt myself to death to feel I'm alive

In this world

Out of control

Free to decide

To die