The more I learn and grow I realise that i'm always Gonna be a contradiction To myself One day i believe in positivity One day i believe in balance A part of me always wants less And another part Of me always wants more Talking about murdering my ego but Which part of me wants to murder? Its fxcked Such a contradiction I've prayed and meditated I've gained and elevated Negative energy negative energy Erased no hesitation I'm out here tryna murder my ego Lord protect my niggas from the evil Selfish but i'm selfless for my people Pepper down them demons Jalapeno Gratitude in my attitude I was lost inside my mind For time i never knew And now my instincts telling Me what i have to do Stripping myself for this music I'm constantly nude Wake up Nobody's coming to be your saviour Laziness the recipe for failure Meditation key elevator I told my brother Believe in your wave cuz Never let the badmind change us Nuff haters I've prayed and meditated I've gained and elevated Negative energy negative energy Erased no hesitation I'm out here tryna murder my ego Lord protect my niggas from the evil Selfish but i'm selfless for my people Pepper down them demons Jalapeno I let go of all of the jealousy If its meant to be its meant for me I've forgiven all my enemies Give a smile for my frenemies I can see you i can see you I'll cut you off before i be you They say your surroundings Just show who you are I look around me And see a couple stars I breathe deeply I search for peace I let go of my past Keep my soul clean I left the dark Sun shine on me oh lord I've prayed and meditated I've gained and elevated Negative energy negative energy Erased no hesitation I'm out here tryna murder my ego Lord protect my niggas from the evil Selfish but i'm selfless for my people Pepper down them demons Jalapeno