Looking back I still have so many questions

So many things unanswered

Like what did I do?

What could I do?

Was there ever a moment you cared?



Or was I always ugly and abandoned

Remember all the times you wished me harm

You wished me dead

How can I have changed to make it better?

And would I?

Would I?

Would I?



I still feel so much hate inside of me

Seems like you were just waiting for me to fail

I'm sorry I can't forgive you

Do you blame me?

You never forgave me



I've tried to grow from this

Every day's a new challenge

Because with you, there is just no winning

Like it is not I'm still a part of you

And you're still a part of me



Like it or not

You're still a part of me

Yeah!



So this is how it ends

All the tears, all the blood

It's all been for nothing

As the candle dwindles, then flickers out

In the end