Falling into stringencies

I never thought that I would be here

Dependence on, the evenings

I'm out of touch.

It's too late to hide what you kept hid

What explains with words were crooks

I'm falling out, x2

Of touch with myself.



I felt like this since forever,

This is killing me.

x2



What escaped,

Was what I dreamt then blurry eyes said the stories,

I'm broke apart, fading hours, empty dreams.

Addiction has stolen the hearts of all my friends. x2

I wore the same routines over every fucking night,

I'm beginning to lose faith in friendships, I.



I felt like this since forever,

This is killing me.

x2



Lift me up from this never ending fear of myself

Dependence on the evenings to get me through

Show me the line, I can't just walk away.



How much longer,

Can I break the same routines,

Blurry eyes, broken clocks, fading hours.

x2



Addiction has stolen the hearts of all my friends. x2