也不是真的不要关心
也不是真的不曾介意
可偏我也不是真的拒绝这一切
只留下自己

也不是全都不理不听
也不是真的无从继续
可每一次我都试着坚强　
都成不得已的哭泣

I'm screaming, I'm losing all of it
I'm trying to be mature someday but
'till now it's still in vain
I'm bearing. I'm losing all of it
I'm trying to go on this path
But you said I haven't got the jests

也不是真的不要关心
也不是真的想尽办法任性
而你懂不懂我 懂不懂
其实我心里都珍惜

也不是真的不理不听
也不是硬要颠反事理
可每一次我的试着靠近
都成了你看见的抗议

I'm screaming, I'm losing all of it
I'm trying to be prefect someday
But 'till now it's still in vain
I'm bearing; I'm losing all of it
I'm trying to be understood
But you said I haven't seen it yet

I'm screaming, I'm losing all of it
I'm trying to go on this path
But you said I haven't got the jests

I'm losing all of it
I'm trying to be understood
but you said I haven't seen the points

I'll try it out; I'll try it out
I'm trying out sometime
Ill try it out someday


制作: 张悬，陈建良
Guitar: 狗毛
鼓/percussion: 黄宏一
Cello: 郭淑仪
录音师: 颜仲坤 Paul Yan
混音师: 颜仲坤 Paul Yan
混音录音室: 强力录音室
录音助理: 李天行，陈文骏，郑榕衔
可口Band: 张悬，狗毛，黄宏一，郑淑仪