My presence of mind

Gave away the route to find

Incessant self-discipline... And I took it to my heart

In return it besieged all my emotions

In return it raped my consciousness

Can no longer tell if this is my voice

Or the thing deep inside of me



WILL I EVER FIND MY REFUGE NOW

EVER KNOW MYSELF AGAIN

WILL I EVER LEARN TO TREASURE THE ONES I CARE FOR

EVERYONE LEAVES IN THE END

DOESN'T MATTER HOW HARD YOU HOLD ON

DOESN'T MATTER HOW MUCH YOU DRAIN YOUR HEART FOR



Trust kill on my mind



How do you define

The infestation of mine

How do you define

A Invocation of a fallen...



Searching for something better

Will I ever find something better?



All that's left of me are counterfeit emotions

All that's left of me is an artificial soul

Even so a black void in this synthetic core

Will always mark where, where the heart used to beat...