I need this to get me through

can't resist, don't want to

believe it I know it's true

can't beat it, don't want to try



A perfect hell!



It's more to me than you ever will know

down here where the rest of us fell

waste away nothing left to show

while I'm in this perfect hell



obsession has begun

possessed by destruction

how did I get so low

believe me no one knows

sometimes I can't hold on

and no one can help me



now it's got a hold of me

I don't think I can make it through this

now it's got a hold of me

the less I do the more it makes no sense



I'm walking pollution who's drained by delusions

on the verge of destruction I cave in to abduction

thin blood I'm bleeding my pulse won't stop racing

just as my heart explodes



no chance that I could win

too hard to not give in

I just don't feel the same

cause I'm the one to blame

sometimes I can't hold on

and no one can help me



now it's got a hold of me

I don't think I can make it through this

now it's got a hold of me

the less I do the more it makes no sense



I need this to be myself

it feels like I need some help

it's too late to save myself

or it's just in my head



now it's got a hold of me

I don't think I can make it through this

now it's got a hold of me

the less I do the more it makes no sense



now it's got a hold of me

I don't think I can make it through this

now it's got a hold of me

the less I do the more it makes no sense