SUSPENDED IN TRIBULATION 



Reality suspends my present life 

Curious thoughts, I confront my mortality 

Uncertain to the laws of the unknown 

I have no fear in facing trials of the mind one by one 

Sifting through ossuaries of creation 

Looking for a worth, is existence pointless? 

Perceptive to the truth, I never may return 

Resistance falling short, I sever all my ties one by one 



Vanish into the unseen origins of infinity 

A pleasant swim in the seas of dormant ecstasy 

A state of being I could spend with all of eternity 

Suspended above the remains of what I used to be 



I can see things not capable of imagining 

The explanation of my mind has progressed me endlessly 

Things that once were illusions have become reality 

I perceive now what was never clear to me 



Unwelcomed kind 

No way to overcome, I'm disadvantaged prey 

My way back has been erased 



Torn from my bliss 

No longer bound in flesh, a dismembered soul 

Helpless to what I can't see 



Unwelcomed kind 

No way to overcome, a disembodied soul 

My way back has been erased 



I must focus on what I can't see 

Things done to me, I can not explain 

Falling further from myself 

To give in would end all my pain 

Subconscious misery placed unto me 



Is their meaning to this life? 

To break away transparent light 

The end is clearer 

Pass through the mirror 

I fade into the sky 



Hanging in the balance 

Drowning in the afterlife