Living here, in constant pain, I'm reaching out to you! 

Feelings I have long suppressed, control my mental views 

As I walk this lonely earth, searching for a sign 

Something to make me want to live, cause' now I want to die 

As I languish here, in this house of disease, 

And decrepitude, feeling un at ease 

Slowly I put up a wall, to block away the pain 

Only to have it fall, the misery remains! 

It rips the mind apart, scorns my soul with rage 

Infects my heart, kills my will to be 

My eyes cannot see, blinded from the sweat 

I don't know why I, feel morose today, 

Born with it all, rich beyond my means, 

Lately something has been burning 

In my gut it bleeds, making me despondent 

A victim of me 

Dying will be the death of me 

It hurts when I smile 

Only happy when, others are in pain 

When I was younger, life was in my heart 

Lastly vie been craving, suicide as an art 

All the ways I've attempted, was placed in the psycho ward 

In a straightjacket, dying cause' I'm bored 

In the end, dying will be the death of me!