Here I stand, despair invading me

Dragging me in its vertiginous fall

Endless echoes of the howling

As a sweet requiem of existence



Invoke hate, the silence is deafening

Invoke hate, erase it and start again



His voice and mine confront inside

Creating an indescribable magma

Of inept whispers and murmurs

Commands, insults, treats and lies



Giddiness is growing stronger and my head's close

To explode

Extricate myself from all of this

Get the emptiness back

The walls are invisible and the anguish tortures me



Through my ears annihilate

Eradicate,

Invoxhate



Pain leaves me rocked in a languorous wave of the

Vital essence

Fleeing and discharging from my ear-drums



Through my head lacerate

Ejaculate

Invoxhate



All seems clear, as my eyes disappear,

His world vanished away

Praying for touching the ground

And feel this hate spilled

Like the fragments of my smashed skull