all the white lights falling



the blue lights are falling

night is warm

came down with a promise

I have my best shirt on

I lower myself now

it is a way to forgot

of last year's failure



will the street lights reflect me well enough

am I transparent when I am clean

will the darkness around me be so strong

that there is no way I can be seen



boys will we become

heroes of this night

or am I just happy

whenever not sober

I cleaned myself well

clean today



and when I pause for a breath

I see millions like me