My life's been abused

my mind is confused

Best must have passed by

So now I must die

Writing these words now, finding it hard

To tell you my problems you'll just disregard



To these words I write

Oh lend me your ears just for tonight.



Love it is something could never understand

Alcohol it seems is all I demand.



Deeper and deeper depression sets in.

You don't understand now the way I have been.



To these words I write

Oh lend me your ears just for tonight.



You say you'll pull through

You don't really care

To you I am scum

Just a flea in your hair



He pays you no money

The boss wants it all

Oh answer him back

Redundant you fall



Redundant you fall



Oh go on they say now through rough and grim

They don't understand the state I am in

I'm lonely and cold now, got scars on my wrist

I know if I die I would not be missed



To these words I write

Oh lend me your ears just for tonight



I'm on my own now, I stop day and night

Or out on the street I get into a fight

Sorry for myself Yeah maybe it's true

I'm cooped up in my room with fuck all to do



*Yeah!* Now I'm unemployed



I blame it on them, but I cannot win

Holding the knife now to plunge in my chest

I ain't got the guts maybe it’s best