when I saw his bod-y just hang-ing there I could-n't un-der-stand why I did-n't care as much as eve-ry-one else they were cry-ing and scream-ing while I just tried to get him down while I lift-ed his bod-y Jer-ry was a-ble to free his neck from the co-ax-ial ca-ble then we saw him ex-hale and thought we got him down in time but then I got a whiff of his breath now Jä-ger-meis-ter will al-ways have the stench of death eve-ry-bod-y won-dered why there was so much blood hang-ing does-n't u-sually leave such a mess I ex-plained to them the day be-fore he tried the same thing but like his life he had lit-tle suc-cess he made a noose out of a whip he bought in Mex-i-co I heard him hit the floor while I was cook-ing beans he said the whip broke and he split his head on the sink that's when a nor-mal per-son prob-ably in-ter-venes the ac-tu-al words that I said to him were dude don't do that a-gain I proba-bly should have called his fam-i-ly but I just told my girl-friend kind-a cas-ual-ly she did-n't see the grav-i-ty of what I said so I was the on-ly one not sur-prised the next day when we found him dead af-ter the par-a-med-ics left we start-ed to drink then we went to a par-ty to try not to think a-bout what we'd just seen we were on-ly nine-teen then some-one asked who was gon-na clean up the scene there was a blood stained floor and a kicked in door but eve-ry-one was think-ing bout what they could score his girl-friend be-reaved while the rest of us thieved his room be-came a used re-cord store Mil-lie cried and told us we all suck when Vick-y grabbed the keys and tried to take his pick-up truck when his par-ents flew up the next day I showed them where it hap-pened but I did-n't know what to say ex-cept that's where we got him down that's when they no-ticed that the floor was still brown 'cause we did-n't have the de-cen-cy to mop up the blood that his par-ents might see they held each oth-er and cried when they real-ized they were stand-ing in a dried blood pud-dle where their beau-ti-ful son had died from his suc-cess-ful su-i-cide while I lift-ed his bod-y Jer-ry was a-ble to free his neck from the co-ax-ial ca-ble thought we got him down in time got a whiff of his breath now Jä-ger-meis-ter will al-ways have the stench of does-n't u-sually leave such a mess he had lit-tle suc-cess he made a noose out of a whip he bought in Mex-i-co I heard him hit the floor while I was cook-ing beans that's when a nor-mal per-son prob-ably in-ter-venes dude don't do that a-gain I proba-bly should have called his fam-i-ly but I just told my girl-friend kind-a cas-ual-ly did-n't see the grav-i-ty of what I said so I was the on-ly one not sur-prised found him dead af-ter the par-a-med-ics left we start-ed to drink then we went to a par-ty to try not to think a-bout what we'd just seen we were on-ly nine-teen then some-one asked who was gon-na clean up the scene blood stained floor and a kicked in door but eve-ry-one was think-ing bout what they could score his room be-came a used re-cord store Mil-lie cried and told us we all suck when his par-ents flew up the next day I showed them where it hap-pened but I did-n't know what to say ex-cept that's where we got him down floor was still brown 'cause we did-n't have the de-cen-cy to mop up the blood that his par-ents might see beau-ti-ful son had died from his suc-cess-ful su-i-cide ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah