Here  I  am

Just  a  poor  boys  dream

My  life's  lost  in  trouble

You  know  what  I  mean

Knowing  the  gutter

There  ain't  no  escape

Life  has  no  offers  just  my  body  is  raped

All  my  broken  promises

Intentions  that  have  failed

Helped  me  cross  the  borderline

All  the  screaming  memories

That  I  wasted  in  my  life

Creeping  death  is  gonna  shine

I  am  lost  but  I  will  find

Just  a  little  piece  of  mind

To  keep  my  self  back  in  control

Will  it  ever  be  the  same

The  syrenge  is  calling  out  my  name

See  myself  I  am  addicted

To  serenity

Wasted  time

For  a  shot  to  come

The  bigger  they  are

The  more  I'm  done

Sacred  feelings

There  ain't  no  return

Suicide  solution

In  hell  I  will  burn