You have ruined my whole life

All the pain and the fear

This is for all the poisoned knives in my back



To sleep is no escape

My dreams are painted black

By agony, no clarity

You were all that I had

My immortal guardian

Serenity, calamity



I am falling through black clouds

Endless and deep

There's no air that fills my lungs

It suffocated me



To sleep is no escape

My dreams are painted black

By agony, no clarity

You were all that I had

My immortal guardian

Serenity, calamity



This still feels not like heaven

For me you disappeared

Spread out the wings of solace

My life is a temple of endless fear



You have ruined my whole life

All the pain and the fear

This is for all the poisoned knives in my back



This is the reckoning

Buried in oblivion



This still feels not like heaven

For me you disappeared

Spread out the wings of solace

My life is a temple of endless fear



Throughout the years

Neglection

Throughout the years

I loved you