I can't just let this go...



What can I say about everything,

I made a mess with the thoughts I bring,

but I have never felt this before.

Did I make it all up deep within my mind that she's the one I was meant to find,

could someone please just let me know.





What will I do without you here?

You're the one thing that I knew was real.

If I could go back to the start,

I would never let us fall apart.



How can I make this alright again?

I force my words but I don't pretend,

about the things that should be unsaid.

So now I write in this open book,

a chapter that gave me a look at how she made me who I am.





What will I do without you here?

You're the one thing that I knew was real.

If I could go back to the start,

I would never let us fall apart.



I'm falling further from the things I can't change.

I want to let her know that I won't let go.

Just don't deny to me that you can't take this slow.

Let her know and I won't let go.

Just don't deny to me that you can let this go...



Stop.

She's my addiction, there's no need for conviction over how this is meant to be.