I feel it all surround me

Breathe all your hate into my lungs

I know that you can’t stand me

But all I wanted to be was

So much more than I am now

It doesn’t even matter

The thoughts from you were just so loud



I’m not afraid

I’ve been here for so long

Escape from me

My world is breaking down



I try to see right through this

But I think you know the way I feel

Cannot see beyond this

It all just seems so unreal

So hard to peel

This mask of you that’s on my face

I feel it running through me

Those thoughts of you that I disgraced



I’m not afraid

I’ve been here for so long

Escape from me

My world is breaking down



Is there a way to feel this?

The thoughts inside my head

But in the pool of fears I swim in, I hold on to the ledge



Right, its not right



I’m not afraid

I’ve been here for so long

Escape from me

My world is breaking down



Is there a way to feel this?

The thoughts inside my head, they flow within me

But in the pool of fears I’m out onto the ledge

I hold on to the ledge

But in the pool of fears I swim away from you