Now arrived at the dusk of my aeonic existence

But yet, too short

My hands are bound in my back with a thorny rope

And yet, so tight



Raising my prophetic gaze one last time

The only things I meet are blight

And contempt, vomited by all those mouths

United by the dogmatic boundaries of so-called human decency



Unanimously condemned by a mislead humanity

And yet, too quickly

For daring to bother the established with cosmic words

And yet, so true



Thus destined to such vile death

A revengeful spectacle for the shocked memory

I look at the fire burning higher and higher around me

Already suffocated by the smoke’s hypnotic breath



I suddenly feel a freezing warmth

Like boiling acid rolling on my body

From my feet to my chest

The flames are devouring me



Vile mass exalting christlike fantasies

I will not wash your sins

For of all the scourges your sick mind creates, my body is free

As it has ever been and will always be



The pseudo heroic act of self-castration

Reanimated their old morbid satisfaction

Again, repeating time and abandon

They missed their target and reached perversion.

Deafened by the morbid pulse

Roaring in their ears and spreading its curse

All their mouths were sinisterly open

For their blaming how to straighten



No sacrifice hidden behind this murder

You deserve nothing but a contemptuous laughter

Your cause is senseless, so is my agony

Staining your hands forever with blood of perfidy



Forget all your neurotic constructions

And face the source of your dissatisfaction

One last time

One last time...

Or have all my attempts always been vain

Disregarded, lost under disdain?

Could all my scars and wasted blood

Only be remembered by the silent mud?

Sucked away from each infected memory

Vanishing under each gaze, inexorably?



During this everlasting agony

A smile distorted my cracked lips

One last time

For even though my time had gone

Somewhere a seed had been sown



One last time my thoughts wandered free

Beholding future hatching potentialities



I hate you world

I wasn’t made for you...



Alas...