So maybe I am bound by fate 

A problematic scarring induced by hate 

It never seems to all pan out 

Is that what all this teaching is needed to scout 

You seemed to have a bad effect 

Your rules and contradictions I would neglect 

Though not my fault, you made me feel 

Like my own education wasn't truly real 



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Then you came right in, tearing out my soul 

How would all this loss be your only goal 

I'm left standing here desperate in the cold 

Since you took your life, mine has not been whole 



So there I stood a scolded child 

The reasons never questioned my pains been filed 

Inside this place that makes me feel 

I learned life is unfair and that is very real 



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While you try to overcome the lesson 

Making the most of those questions that just 

Keeps me guessing 

I'm looking longer, harder, further, than I ever have 

Solitude breaking me down, you always seemed glad 

To put me down and stick me in that little pit 

Personal growth as a child that mattered not a bit 

Then I became the person that you hated most 

Disrespecting the father, son and Holy Ghost 

A small example of what the things you've done to me 

Have changed in my life and changed the things 

I'll never be 

I'll never be 



Chorus