My  Hell  -  Disciple

It's  not  found  in  throwing  roses  on  a  grave

Or  in  the  cursed  bottom  of  a  bottled  plague

It  wasn't  in  the  torment  that  will  never  fade

But  I  see  the  truth  now

This  was  my  hell  living  without  you  here

Even  heaven  is  hell  if  somehow  you  were  not  there

If  you  were  not  there

It  wasn't  in  the  flames  that  won't  stop  burning

Or  within  a  fire  that  is  never  quenched

It  wasn't  in  the  brokenness  of  all  my  failings

And  I  see  the  truth  now

This  was  my  hell  living  with  out  you  here

Even  heaven  is  hell  if  somehow  you  were  not  there

Lord,  I  need  to  breathe  you,  drink  you,  dream  you

Nothing  ever  will  compare

Need  to  breathe  you,  drink  you,  dream  you,  need  you

This  was  my  hell  living  without  you

When  you're  so  far  away

Even  heaven  is  hell  if  heaven's  without  you

When  you're  so  far  away  from  me

Everything's  hell  if  somehow  you  are  not  there

I  need  to  breathe  you,  drink  you,  dream  you

Nothing  ever  will  compare

Need  to  breathe  you,  drink  you,  dream  you,  need  you