All for nothing. Getting better was just an option I didn't believe in. Fuck no! Until you came and lured me with a blurred vision of hope, my impenetrable mind was practically to be declared dead. For so many months, I wandered in the cold abyss of your confusion. I anticipated that when I came back you'd finally be mine. But every time, you disappointed me with distant silence. I saw someone for whom I would have kept my pledge. La montagne russe que je suis n'est que le fruit de ton indécision. L'homme qui tenait à renaître est mort née. De ses cendres, la calamité jaillira pour te tourmenter. Je t'ai abandonné. All for nothing. Getting better was just an option I didn't believe in. Fuck no! Until you came and lured me with a blurred vision of hope, my impenetrable mind was practically to be declared dead. For so many months, I wandered in the cold abyss of your confusion.