Well I'm not a cool guy anymore

As if I ever was before

I took a look at all the signs

Then rolled it over in my mind

The feeling I could not release

What was I thinking of?

Became a bitter part of me

It couldn't stay the way it was

I looked at my reflection and I saw a strangers face

I had to walk away

I saw where I was going



I lost a girl, it's just as well

She tried to save me from myself

I still got her on my mind

Tossing and turning in my bed

But if she had stayed another week

I would've dragged her down with me

She took it till she had enough

Its hard to see at all

At the bottom of the barrel

Is that what I thought love was?

I told her see you later but



Well I'm not her cool guy anymore

Your back against the wall

I know you can't escape the past

Left it behind me and locked the door

Now I look back and see just for a laugh

It almost got the best of me

I was my worst enemy

What was I thinking of?

You can only be a victim if you admit defeat

It couldn't stay the way it was

I woke up one day and saw it was only up to me

I woke up one day and saw it was only up to me

You can only be a victim if you admit defeat