Shadows of irrational dread 

Sensing worms in lust, blood eyed 

The source of my cold existence 

Forming, completing my dark side 

Overwhelmed by self compassion 

A symphony in chaos to no ones ears 

The sound of laughter in suffering 

And unmourning tears 



My thoughts, without connection 



Absorbed by a painless heart 

Spreading through my swelling veins 

Like million creatures trying to defeat 

The organic structure of my human flesh 

Orgasmic smell of blood, a new born beast 

I have become, I have arrived to join this feast 

Born a beast 



Wrath boiling under the surface of my brain 

With the thrilling sense from a reptile chase 

Crawling from the genetic deep charm 

A buried memory of an ancient race 



Shadows of irrational dread 

Sensing worms in lust, blood eyed 

Insanity fills my thoughts 

A frightful urge to complete my desires 

I won't irritate my atmosphere 

Opened blind eyes, frozen breath 

Laughter's sounding everywhere 

Waking up from apparent death 



The eternal well of inner rejection