I stand out in the cold for hours

waiting to be struck down

I have never cursed someone's name so many times

Even if it is just a myth

All I want is to be brought to you



I feel you watching over me

Inside it kills

The sound of your voice echoes in my head

From time to time i close my eyes

I have to live with this for the rest of my life



Every hour drags out

every sunrise seems so dull

It's like every walking moment without you here



Didn't you hear me screaming

no from the top of my lungs

Didn't you hear that saddened sigh



That night of my life

You will regret for the rest of yours

I will see this fucking through

You have ruined everything I have ever lived for



I want to see this ground shake

I want to see this earth open up and

Swallow every last one of us

To prove to me there is no fucking god.