Under it all

A new world

A new world made with the hands of madness

These hands

They will always do the cutting

Piece by piece the pain gets worse

If only I could see myself right now



The gathering of flesh

Transforming my face into an unrecognizable state

Smooth out the eyes

Smooth out the lips

Every mirror is a past idea smashed upon recognition (These selfish reasons... The letter is all I left for explaining)



Will it be found?

Will the right hands deliver?

The heartache I left



Cut until all that is left is new material

Myself

Day in, day out

Deep down I know what I must do



So much happens behind closed doors

So much happens behind our closed doors

This key will open them

Expose us all



Crusty-eyed symphony

Awakened by my grunts and moans

Why do I do this to myself?

I suppose the choice was all mine

God felt so much better before the mirror glimpse

On the surface I know what I must do



[Folder 502:]

The precaution documents

The failsafe way back "home".

Should I end it right here and now?

That would be far too selfish

I shall end what I've begun

The creation of more

More of us

The skin and bones of destruction

An army of weak souls

Weak minds

Weak life



(Written in a language I can understand. My brilliance seems questioned with these instructions. Fairly obvious for precaution documents I suppose. The "Night Owls" always send me back. Seems to be in their dna)

. Fade out.



I wake to my own whimper

Ship is counting down

Must regroup myself



The end starts now