Despondency



My visions are all clouded

I see nothing but red



This hatred has now congealed to a near climatic state

Why do I remain here to weaken through the years?

I am so confused - my soul dies all the while



I don't wish to co-exist with this feeble human race

I don't feel the need to be infected with the disease called "life"



A state of mental grief causes my mind great pain

In this emotional state

I suffer from despondency



Violent and murderous thoughts

Form deep inside my mind

Dwelling on these sights to the point where I'm insane

Why do I remain alive when I only wish to die?

I am so distressed - my soul rots all the while



I'm surrounded by life-loving shapes that exist without a choice

Your fears of death are covered up by the words "Suicide is weak"



Released from the grip of life's burdening chains

My body devoid of blood and unable to embrace pain



With death I'll grow in strength and might

Fading away without remorse

With death I'll leave this weakened earth

To become at one with the night



With death I'll grow in strength and might

Fading away without remorse

With death I'll leave this weakened earth

I am at one with the night