I hurt myself today

 to see if I still feel

 I focus on the pain

 the only thing that's real

 the needle tears a hole

 the old familiar sting

 try to kill it all away

 but I remember everything

 what have I become?

 my sweetest friend

 everyone I know

 goes away in the end

 you could have it all

 my empire of dirt

 I will let you down

 I will make you hurt

 I wear this crown of shit

 upon my liar's chair

 full of broken thoughts

 I cannot repair

 beneath the stains of time

 the feelings disappear

 you are someone else

 I am still right here

 what have I become?

 my sweetest friend

 everyone I know

 goes away in the end

 you could have it all

 my empire of dirt

 I will let you down

 I will make you hurt

 if I could start again

 a million miles away

 I would keep myself

 I would find a way

 (Industrial sounds till the end)