I'll start this broken heart

I'll fix it up so it will work again

Better than before

Then I'll star in a mystery

A tragic tale of all that's yet to come 

With fingers crossed there will be love



But I get carried away with every day

And every fantasy

The deeper the wound, 

The harder I swoon and wish that that was me



So much to say

But no words to convey

The loneliness building with each passing day

But I'm getting used to it, you have to get used to it



I'll devise the best disguise

A brand new look and take them by surprise

They'll never guess what's not inside



I'll express myself with ease, 

With confidence and character complete

With fingers crossed they'll talk to me



But I get carried away with every page

In every magazine

The cheaper the thrill

The deeper I fill my head with blasphemy



So much to say

But no words to convey

The loneliness building with each passing day

But I'm getting used to it, you have to get used to it



I'll destroy this useless heart

I'll fuck it up so it'll never beat again

Not just for me but for anyone



But I get carried away

With every phrase and made up malady

The longer I hide behind these lies, 

The more I disintegrate



So much to say

But no words to convey

The loneliness building with each passing day

You never get used to it, you just have to live with it