Drowning myself every night

Me versus me has always been my biggest fight

I've been so confused for so long

And the answers always seem so far out of sight

So I fill it up, fill it up one more time

So when everything is wrong at least I still feel right

I'm in the tunnel but I can't see the light



I just want to feel whole again

So I can let you in

I just want to feel whole again

I just want to feel whole

Oh where is my self control?

Where is my self control?



I've been thinking this could be the end of me

Who is this person in the mirror I see?

I have come so far, thought I was so strong

The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long

I never thought this would be me



But now I'm on the verge of self destruction

How could this happen to me?

I've never been the type to run from anything, run from anything

So sick and tired of wondering where my morals have gone

My father didn't raise me to become this

Where did I go wrong?



There is not much left of me

I can't feel the ground beneath my feet

There is not much left of me

I let everyone around me down

And now I'm headed to the bottom of the bottle

Just to block out the sound

God I need you now!



I've been thinking this could be the end of me

Who is this person in the mirror I see?

I have come so far, thought I was so strong

The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long

This is my vice, this is me weak



I need your love to erase this doubt

I need your hand to pull me out

Sometimes I feel like I will never learn

Because the bottle's always there when I have nowhere else to turn

Will I ever learn? Will I ever learn?



I take another sip

The dark room that I'm in becomes dimly lit

This can't be all there is



I've been thinking this could be the end of me

Who is this person in the mirror I see?

I have come so far, thought I was so strong

The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long

And the only one to blame is me



Who have I become?

This is my desperate shout

Pull me out!

Pull me out!

God I need you now!