Why?



Sometimes this beauty is choking me,

But at least it's your hands on my throat

Your lashes brush against my cheek,

Coupled with your breath on my neck

The world around you falls away

And I will still be there

I know my words are like daggers

But they cut me too…



And I am sorry for all the fucked up things

I say I didn't mean it

And I never realized that I can be what I hate



Let's be happy with what we have,

Enjoy the beauty in these days

Sometimes we'll laugh

Sometimes we'll scream

No one said caring was easy



I know there was a time when emotions

Felt like pulling teeth

Sometimes I felt so soulless

I couldn't even look at me

It's pathetic to hate who you are

And it feels like hell to change

But I'll be damned if I push you away



And I am sorry for all the fucked up things

I say I didn't mean it

And I never realized that I can be what I hate



Let's be happy with what we have,

Enjoy the beauty in these days

Sometimes we'll laugh

Sometimes we'll scream

No one said caring was easy



I remember when my dreams were dying

And I damned the sun;

I damned the sun to pieces.

I carved hateful thoughts into my chest,

Then you took my hand

And nothing has ever felt the same.

And nothing, has ever...

Nothing has ever felt the same