i laid the night before me

unraveled that tangles of my heart

all i felt was stale hollow air

these streams of uncertainty

they are all collapsing upon my mind

torrents fill my veins until i burst

with mistaken guilt and shame

my battered bones

try to keep fighting

against this endless ocean of self defeat

as time goes on

some months are yet to pass

puddles of ink

surround this tired chair

all of my sorrow has been spilled

into my reflection