Sworn I would not return here

Now that has proved untrue

I don't know why?

I hold this deep inside me and I'll let no one through

Defy me...deny me...I need you to end this

I look to myself to see and the years have grown so long

Am I weak and now I feel pulverized

Consequences I reap by myself

Those of you who don't know what I see..endless fight for my beliefs

I am alone here

Here's the place where I take my stand

I'll not be held down again

Broken no longer with no regrets, I am my own

Once you would watch me cry but never would you intervene

Now it's my turn to be free from all this pain

You cannot pretend to like what I am

You cannot change the past...do not even care

You won't ever take me, You cannot see, break me

And if you are ever lost...in our emotion

I look to myself to see and the years have grown so long.

Am I weak and am I alone

I lost myself

You didn't want to help me through this pain

Now I am lost inside

Try to crush m soul and now I feel pulverized

Consequences I reap by myself

Those of you who don't know what I see...endless fight for my beliefs

I am alone here

Here's the place where I take my stand

I'll not be held down agin

Broken no longer with no regrets

I am my own

Once you would watch me cry but never would you intervene

Now it's my turn to be free from all the pain

You cannot pretend to like what I am

You cannot chang the past...do not even care

You won;t ever take me, You cannot see, break me

And if you are ever lost..in our emotion

I now see what what I am

Can it be life sustained?

My reality.. my life clear of repression

I can't believe what is taken from my eyes.. my eyes..but my blood knows

My life, what I was born of

To suffer agonizing way..to live it heart full of fear

The pain, wake me for the day...I die

Look into you, bring me the answers to my life

Now I can see what has begun

Nothing's forever, our life is done

I've taken with me all that you have given

Nothing if for you

Wander on my reality... my life clear of repression

I can't believe taken from my eyes... my eyes.. but my blood knows

My life what I was born of

To suffer agonizing way.. to live it heart full of fear

The pain, wake me for the day...I die.