Home In Despair





Again the sky has fallen down on me

Once more a world has crumbled down and over me



And yet in some twisted way

I enjoy my misery

And in some strange way

I have grown together with my agony



I feel home in despair for I dwell in grief

and I feel home when the air's too thick to breathe

and I feel home anywhere human lives are going down the drain



For as long as I remember life has been hard

I guess they have "misery" written somewhere in my stars



For I have mourned for so damn long

that I've forgotten what it was for

Everything has gone so wrong

that I really couldn't think of anything more



I feel home in despair for I dwell in grief

and I feel home when the air's too thick to breathe

and I feel home anywhere human lives are flowing down the drain



I feel home in despair for I dwell in grief

and I feel home when the air's too thick to breathe

and I feel home anywhere the light of day is drowned in heavy rain



Yet I know the worst is still to come