Here I am standing, darkness all around. 

Thinking of past, taken my last breath, the air is cold as ice 

No one close to hear my voice 

Did not leave me with a choice 

Heaven will you wait for me? 



Will I find a way, will I find a place 

Will you let me go in peace 

Will I find a way to the other side. 



Sad are memories from the life I lived 

Cannot go on, cannot go further 

I has to end right here 

For the things that I have done 

All the girls I lost and won 

Let me rest in peace at last 



Will I find a way, will I find a place 

Will you let me go in peace 

Leave behind those dark days 

No I ask again will you hear my cries 

Then you realize why oh why 

I must find a way to the other side. 



Hear them whisper calling out my name 

The sentences is set, the hammer has fallen 

I have paid the price 

Sad to realize to late death was meant to be my fate 

All this pain will follow me.