Shades drawn across

No light may enter

In my moment of weakness

And this world is bearing down

So hard to clear my mind

Why do i persist?

Ill endure another day

Its just so hard to resist

And i cant continue on

So hard to clear my mind

To see the thoughts i wish were true

My face versus the stone

And i blame myself

Plague my mind with these insecure thoughts

Whispers in the back of my head

Telling me its all wrong

Why do i persist

Ill endure another day

Why do i persist

As self loathing strangles me

Push past the veil of helplessness

Love cant catch me, not today

Take your hand and just surrender?

Its just not worth it

Why do i persist

Ill endure another day

Why do i persist

Self loathing strangles me 

But ill endure another day