I kill the rhyme again,

Words manfest from deep inside

Where people hide

Within it, chemical imbalance

On the triple beam Fuck what you heard, it's about what I seen

I seen it happen,

Back hand brand to face smackin'

Definite disorder,

Now his mindset is blackened

The doctors say he's got the brain of a murderer

This rugged style steals your brain like a burglar



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My heart is bleeding and this pain will not pass

It's not receding my body going numb

A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high

He don't know what he's doing

Go away, I want to be thrown away



Born sick, nothing in his hands but his dick

He couldn't handle pressure, he couldn't handle shit

For the life he was leading,

Led him down the wrong path

Where guns blast, don't give a shit

About the God's wrath

Don't want to talk to the counselor, Doctor

To tell 'em what's real, tell 'em what's proper

The situation's unclear like gray

And I know it gets worse everyday



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I am a mess, I've made a huge mess

I can't control myself

I'm losing it, I've lost it

I've split all my marbles



'Cause i see you inside of me

Sometimes I want to be thrown away

A hyper spaz, and that is the way

Sometimes I want to be thrown away