Embarrassed possessed and so uncivilised

Just take a look at the whites of my eyes

See me now and I will apologise

For me for you we knew they were lies



It makes me angry ashamed but really alive

It may have worked but at what price

What's the point in always looking back

When all you see is more and more junk



It was no surface but all feeling

Maybe at the time it felt like dreaming



Maybe richer maybe wiser

Seems so easy to not go too far



Beg me to stop hate my face I know

They tell me forever just to go



Just one thing before I get to sleep

Nothing here but the stains on my teeth

No not blood just liquid from you

I only wish it was the truth



Feel the guilt of a sinner

Feel the cold of a winter

It was no surface but all feeling

Maybe at the time it felt like dreaming