I've been thinking lots about my life and 

How quick I'd wash it down the drain 

Past tense the future, nothing matters now 

I act on my own and I'm to blame 

Living is a wicked dream, when things turn out all wrong 

Were all so weak, no matter how strong, yeah 



I tried running away from me 

Convince me that I've grown, but I can't 

Shade's so unnaturally, Demons they follow me 

I quit running away from me 

Convinced that I have grown, but found out 

All my reasons for obscenity, all a part of me 



I don't like that you're calling me a liar 

I don't like that you found out I'm a snake 

Been sneaking around for far too long now 

I don't like how fast my intentions fade 

Karma has beat me down, but the worst is yet to come 

Many mistakes and still I'm so young, yeah 



I tried running away from me 

Convince me that I've grown, but I can't 

Shade's so unnaturally, Demons they follow me 

I quit running away from me 

Convinced that I have grown, but found out 

All my reasons for obscenity, all a part of me 



I can't 

Count how many times 

Awakened in fear, nightly 

I'm sweating 

Dreams 

Where promises are made 

To no one but myself 

Help him 

Crushed daily 



Don't lend me your hand 

I can't trust my self 

So how can you trust me 



We've all made selfish, bad decisions 

We've all tried dishing out the blame 

Convinced our selves of our own actions 

My problem is I'll never change 

In doubt, some good comes out 

I'll fold before it's time 

Can't promise you that it's my last time, yeah 



I tried running away from me 

Convince me that I've grown, but I can't 

Shade's so unnaturally, Demons they follow me 

I quit running away from me 

Convinced that I had grown, but found out 

All my reasons for obscenity, all a part of me 



Truth won't help you now 

All the loves gone too far 



Truth won't help you now 

All the loves gone too far 



I'm scarred, yeah 

Demons they follow me, 'cause my insanity 



I'm scarred, yeah 

Demons they follow me, 'cause my insanity 



I'm scarred, yeah 

Demons they follow me, 'cause my insanity 



I'm scarred, yeah 

Demons they follow me, 'cause my insanity