Lusting for eternal pain

Begging to be tortured

Agony brings relief, I am insane



Indulging in self-mutilation

To satisfy my need again

The pain severe from severed veins

Curing me of deprivation

Pain I crave

Euphoric state of butchery

Revelling in gore and blood

Pain I save

Igniting visions of the past

Dismembered bodies never found

Pain i gave



Deranged by my deviance savage goal to maim and kill

Obsessed with my cruelty, vicious ways for me to die

Sado-masochistic rage, horrific daze, reality

Pleasure from sadistic intent, driven by my lust for pain 



Punishment my way of life, suffering intensifies

Sacrifice

Brutal frenzy, no control, perverse actions gratify

Wretched abnormality, condoning inhumanity

Suicide

Carnivorous abusiveness, boiling sawn-off testicles 



Afflicted fate stricken to malignancy

Lechery dominates my misery 



Tortured eternally, torment inside of me

Disturbing impulses, living in agony

Rancid degenerate craving impalement

Demented destiny, not fearing agony 



Excruciating hunger that I need to feed

Soon to be slaughtered, dead, maliciously 



Tortured eternally, torment inside of me

Disturbing impulses, living in agony

Rancid degenerate craving impalement

Demented destiny, not fearing agony 



Deranged by my deviance, savage goal to maim and kill

Obsessed with my cruelty, vicious ways for me to die

Sado-masochistic rage, horrific daze, reality

Pleasure from sadistic intent, driven by my lust for pain