Disfigured  -  Cannibal  Corpse

Repulsion  of  beauty  drove  me  to  hunt

A  frenzy  of  self  hate  possessing  me

Violated  their  bodies,  stripped  of  their  pride

Tortured  and  twisted  until  they  have  died

Hatred  inside  is  all  I  would  find

I  despise  what  I  see  in  the  mirror

Sadistic  hateful  scum

I  kill  them  but  it's  myself  I  hate

Now  I'll  do  myself  too

A  straight  razor  will  reshape  my  face

First  my  ears  then  my  nose

Blood  is  gushing  continue  to  carve

Erase  the  face  I  hate

Now  I'm  hacking  at  my  chest

A  frenzy  of  self  hate  possessed  me

Controls  my  actions,  controls  my  thoughts

As  I  scrape  away  at  my  skin

I  fill  my  tub,  with  alcohol

I  plunge  into  the  burning  pool

The  pain  intense,  my  whole  body

Is  drenched  in  scalding  liquid

Despite  my  pain  I  am  able

To  grab  a  lighter  on  the  counter

The  flint  ignites,  the  flames  erupt

I'm  consumed  in  the  inferno

Cauterize,  my  skin  is  charred

Regenerate,  more  loathsome  than  before

I  despise  what  I  see  in  the  mirror

Sadistic  hateful  scum

The  abomination  before  my  eyes

A  reflection  of  me

I  see  an  image  of  disfigured  evil

I've  skinned  myself  alive

Dripping  with  blood  and  blistered  by  fire

The  face  I  hate  erased