Gone - i couldn't murder your promise

Right before my eyes

The revolutions of my psychosis

Kept me outta the way

Once - inside - all i hold is ash...

Fail - suppressing every feeling

I'm in so much pain

I have every fuckin' right to hate you

I can't take it!



The hardest part was knowing 

That i could never be you

Now all i do is sit around 

And wish i could forget you

My demise - i took a life worth living and

Made it worth a mockery

I deny - i fold, but they keep on coming

Stop

I'm always ready to die But you're killing me



Who are you to me? who am i to you?

Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?

By default, you are my only link to the outside

Psychosomatic suicide

Where were you when i was down?

Can you show me a way...

To face everyday with this face - goodbye

My demise - i took a life worth living and

Made it worth a mockery

I deny - i fold, but they keep on coming

Stop

I'm always ready to die But you're killing me

Killing me



When i blur my eyes, they make the whole

World breath - i see you fucking me

And i am absolutely controlly every urge

To mutilate - the one and only answer

So much for memories...

I wanna derss in your insecurities

And be the perfect you - i'm through

I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe

Here we go - the ultimate irony