this is the first day of my last days

i built it up now i take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far

no need for me to stay the last thing left i just threw it away

i put my faith in god and my trust in you

now there's nothing more fucked up i could do

wish there was something real wish there was something true

wish there was something real in this world full of you

i'm the one without a soul i'm the one with this big fucking hole

gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck

don't think you're having all the fun

you know me i hate everyone

wish there was something real wish there was something true

wish there was something real in this world full of you

i want to but i can't turn back

but i want to