伤痛

 

I hurt myself today

今天，我弄伤了自己

To see if I still feel

只为证明，自己还没有麻木

I focus on the pain

我注视着自己的伤口

The only thing that's real

或许只有它才是真实的

The needle tears a hole

针尖刺痛了我的皮肤

The old familiar sting

古老而熟悉的疼痛

Try to kill it all away

想忘掉眼前的烦恼

But I remember everything

但我却总是清楚地记着这一切

What have I become?

我到底成了什么样子

My sweetest friend

我最亲爱的朋友

Everyone I know

为什么所有的知己

Goes away in the end

最后都选择了离开

You could have it all

是的，你可以拥有我的一切

My empire of dirt

名誉、地位和金钱

I will let you down

但我依旧会让你失望

I will make you hurt

也会让你受伤

I wear this crown of shit

我戴着可笑的王冠

Upon my liar's chair

端坐在谎言搭建的宝座上

Full of broken thoughts

满心都是凌乱的思绪

I cannot repair

我怎么也无法将它们理清

Beneath the stains of time

时间模糊的痕迹下

The feeling disappears

是我逐渐逝去的感情

You are someone else

你已日渐远去

I am still right here

而我却还在原地

What have I become?

我到底成了什么样子

My sweetest friend

我最亲爱的朋友

Everyone I know

为什么所有的知己

Goes away in the end

最后都选择了离开

You could have it all

是的，你可以拥有我的一切

My empire of dirt

名誉、地位和金钱

I will let you down

但我依旧会让你失望

I will make you hurt

也会让你受伤

If I could start again

如果我可以选择重新开始

A million miles away

在那个早已远去的地方

I would keep myself

我一定会好好做回自己

I would find a way

走自己该走的路