This bleak and unbearable world

has left me cold and wanting

I need someone to make me feel. Real. Now!

Submerged and trapped beneath the ice,

without your light, without your eyes



I keep looking to find myself in me again



Alive in spite of it all

one with her

Once I aim for the win

I’ll find a way



All of my angels are right here with me

Hold me as I ache from the things I have seen

I have all my angels and I am not alone

Wake me if I turn to stone



But I will not go quietly

it’s not my time

it‘s not meant to be

What can I do to make you hear. Me. Now?!



I touch the white upon the window sill

cracks are spidering across the glass

No one will see me if I hold perfectly still

This sense of hopelessness will surely pass



For reasons I have yet to understand

I know the world in ways I can’t explain

What I can see, it’s like the ocean next to land

It all seems futile and in vain