I never thought I'd live to know

This feeling

A stream of emotions flowing

Through me

I Used to think that I would learn

How to forget

Please help me through

The days without regrets



Define or defeat you

Me and I about to collide

I used to hope for a miracle

Decide and fend for me

Like all hope was lost

So I'll get used to the pain of being used



Everything felt and looked transparent

I'm starving from the lack of myself

I'm suffering around my own well being

Please someone help me through

And take away the pain



I used to think that this was as good as it could get... being used



Define myself

It feels like I'm going nowhere

I used to hope for a miracle

Decide for myself

It seemed like all hope was lost

So I got used to the pain

Of being used