Weak and sick I crawl

In the dust of past mistakes

Leaving for the darkness

Of tears and cold heartaches

Suffer in this grief

Of forever burning hate

The ashes of my life

By the torment you create



(Chorus:)

On my knees... remembering

The wasted years of dark insanity



The rage increases fast

As the memories eat me alive

God, I wish this to end

But I'm not prepared to die

No more a human being

Just a fool of anxiety

Unable to escape

The darkest insanity